Someday....

Today I was listening to my ipod in the car and a song by Rob Thomas played; its called someday. I listen very closely to the lyrics and realized that this song was very apropos for how I'm feeling right now. Allow me to share with you the lyrics:

You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you wanna do is cry

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

Now we wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it’s good to be someone

And maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now that
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

I don’t wanna wait
I just wanna know
I just wanna hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow

‘Cuz maybe someday we’ll figure all this out
We’ll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just to feel better now
Maybe someday we’ll live our lives out loud
We’ll be better off somehow, someday

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again

‘Cuz sometimes we don’t really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over, again

If you get a chance to listen to it you'll really appreciate it more. I think we all need a song to help guide us or describe who we are at heart. At this very moment this one fits where I'm at in this world. I know that someday soon things will change and I will be better off, its just a matter of time.

I have missed posting and letting my guard down so to speak with everyone, its just been as I have stated before something that I kept bottled up inside and really just hoped would go away. Wrong! It never goes away you just need to learn to deal with it.

Life is currently in the process of tossing me some new challenges, ones that I really think that I might enjoy. But my outlook is sunny and my heart is filled with hope and joy. That is the only thing that I could ask for right now.

Time has a way of passing so quickly, we all need to slow down just a little and enjoy what we have and each other. There is nothing more important in life than the people who share it with us, it our partners, husbands, wife's, children, parents or even our friends. They all play a special role in who we are and what we become.

As I normally do let me leave you with a quote:

When one door of happiness closes, another opens; But often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.....Helen Keller