Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Catching up

Its been awhile since my last post, okay so its been since the beginning of August. What can I say its been a really strange month.

Stressful and emotionally draining, I not sure why but its been a month of emptiness. Strange how when you just start thinking that things are going well... then you crash and burn all over again. I have not really been doing anything more than working, school work, house work, watching TV and sleeping.

I have not even been to the gym since July, all I know is that I need to get back into the swing of things. You know its gotten bad when I have not been out in over month. Just don't seem to want to be bothered.

I just have to find my way out of this rut and begin again. I'm hoping that my mothers visit will help me on this road. So many things have been going on around me yet I seem to be moving forward in slow motion at times (everywhere but at work) which seems to be nothing but go, go, go.

Anyway... I just thought I would post and provide everyone with an update. I know that things will get back to normal soon its just a combination of the fall weather and everything else.

Until next time... keep smiling! I know that I'm starting to again.